Apology In Order

Hello, it's me again. After several months since the whole episode, I've pretty much lost most of my love for roleplaying. Although listening to the radio almost everyday I hear more and more songs that remind me of how much fun I had in ASP. Every time I think of it I nearly cry that all of those memories are gone because some stupid trolls got everyone banned. I wouldn't be surprised if the site was taken down.

Anyways, with school approaching, I'll have more internet access, therefor more roleplay access.

I've really matured over the passing months, and would hope you got AFT all settled down. I'm nearly 98% sure I won't know who anyone is anymore, since there weren't any original ASP characters when I left, but I can't spend another month away from something that made me so happy.

You guys were like family to me, and I guess I didn't know that until now.

I feel bad for everyone who I've wronged, mostly everyone, but I think I hurt Mikasa the most. Or whoever shes RPing as now.

The truth is, without any of you guys in my life, I feel like a part of me is missing, and that part of me might never come back after what I've done.

Back in ASP I was given a week trial as a guest, then, if I passed, I could come back. All I ask is for that chance back.

Also, sorry I had to be a 'Guest' but no one would answer my DA messages, and I didn't want to wait very long.

So to sum it up, I really miss you guys, and I want the opportunity to have a week trial.

It's great to see you've thought about it, but you have said this before how you've matured. You said the same thing back on ASP and broke the promise you made on here. In my opinion I don't trust you sorry, but the truth is there for those who seek it.

Yes you were given that week but you didn't follow through. I don't want to sound harsh in just saying what I see in my heart and head. I hope I don't sound to harsh and I'm sorry. But I say no.

The staff is currently deciding what to do on this matter, thank you for being patient with us.

I for one, accept your apology. Some rules need to be broken for a friend. Rules are made to be broken, but for a good reason. I understand some people have a life, instead of sitting at a desk all day waiting for someone to reply to your role play.

In life as we know it, everyone deserves chances in life, Jesus died from our sins, and we make mistakes, I would say yes, and if you get it, I wish you good luck on it, and may Jesus be within you.

IDK what happened to make you go other then a few things said. But Lycaon what you said is very well said I don't see much people speak up like that good job bro. I have RPed with Sea and wish you good luck on the matter I don't want to get to involved because IDK what happened in the first place other then that you left.

I did follow through with my ASP promise. I was active every single day of my trial, Socks. For two months I kept my promise. I dont know who you were back then, but I was there on the 24 hour list the entire time.

its hardto read some things, since im on my wii right now, but i get most of it.

i know i cant be forgiven, part of the whole thing right now is to see if you'll try (and if anyone cares)

no guilt trip from me, ive already been there. but for someone to say i didnt follow through during my week and 2 months should ask anyone who was there first.

i took it seriously, and still will.

I think the problem is that you only kept your promise for a week and two months. Promises don't have expiry dates. I don't know most of the situation, so I can't really say anything, but I think if you promise you've matured and stuff, you have to really mean it. Not break it after a week and two months.

(It's Volt)

And like Asuna said yes you kept it and stayed active but you didn't stay with it. If you do return you should take this more serious this time because it may be your last chance.

I did take it seriously, and I spent four months thinking about it. I kept my promise, but the situation wasn't something I was used to.

Socks/Volt, and Asuna, and everyone else who didn't know. I was caught between an argument with Jay and the Pack. Jay was my friend, but the pack was my friend too. She was angry, she pretty much convinced me to be angry as well, filling me with lies.

I wasn't thinking straight, at the time I was scared that I would lose Jay as my friend. (In the end I did when I disagreed with her opinions.)

I care too much about my friends, heck even if they killed my dog I would still forgive them.

Instead of jumping to conclusions that I never kept my promise, try thinking from my perspective.

Jay was my friend, but she had enemies that were also my friends. When she shut down her pack because those enemies joined, at least she threatened to shut it down, I was torn. I could either let her surprise everyone and take down the pack, or I could warn Simms/Akira that it would happen. In the end I warned Simms. And I feel terrible. I know I did the right thing, but I betrayed Jay's trust.

I've suffered gravely for my time with her, and my actions that came from it. Why can't you guys just leap into my shoes, see things the way they are, and give me a chance? I'm not asking much, it's just a week. I'd still be a guest, so I couldn't roleplay or anything. I'd be basically on a leash.

It takes some serious courage for someone to admit their mistake, and I've had plenty of patience. I could be doing what I would have done a year ago, stepping out of line and yelling at everyone who doesn't agree with me. But that's not how I'm acting right now.

I've given this plenty of thought, and school is starting. If you guys really don't want me back, just say it. Please just get it over with.

Look, as it stands right now the Elites are discussing you coming back, the members are just posting their opinions and overall I believe the Staff will decide if you come back, and we haven't decided yet so please be patient while we decide. Thank you.

If your not familiar with me I was known as Striker/Hiawatha, just to be sure. Hope you guys get your free trails.

In life as we know it, everyone deserves chances in life, Jesus died from our sins, and we make mistakes, I would say yes, and if you get it, I wish you good luck on it, and may Jesus be within you.

OH YES PRAISE THE JESUSES AND MAY THEY HAVE MERCY ON UR SOUL

Ok that just freaked me out now lol.

asp was dead long before that
its ok you wouldnt have missed anything had it lived through the summer. probably would have died anyway
just saying lol
- moon
(you probably dont remember or know me)

Barack? Hmm that is very interesting. Why did you pick that name if you don't mind me asking? Just curious and who was your character before then?

The staff has decided not to allow you back, as you have been given more than enough chances and you haven't matured on any of those occasions. Topic locked, but if any of you want to say something on this just simply contact me or another staff member via PM or other sites I'm on.